EVEN IF I AM ALONE, I DON'T DESERVE TO CRY.

So cold and still, the evening was
The blue moon shadow, underneath I was lying,
My eyes was half close, and half open,
Windy, the breeze was
Dark and confuse, the cloud was,
The evening was free from mosquitoes,
Still and slippery, the ocean surface looked but the dinner wasn't sure for the birds as they prepared their nest to sleep with dim voices broaching into my ears with it echos.
Fading away, was the ray of the skies
Fresh and still my body was,
Rejecting the connections of the sand I laid on,
Awake and still I was, but my eyes wouldn't open.
My muscles decided not to obey my strength.
My heart, blood alone was it pumping but my mind was busy arranging thoughts as it pours heavily.
Why the silent? I was forced to break the silence with the question I throw to my soul.
Why are you so mild and too calm to the extreme extend of losing your strength and balancing?
My soul cried heavily, screaming. EVEN IF I AM ALONE, I DON'T DESERVE TO CRY.
You don't deserve to cry, you don't deserve to cry,
We all don't deserve to cry but why the strange feeling at this moment,
My mind couldn't help to recall past events,
Situations that has broken the pool of tears in the eyes,
Conditions that has forced the knees to bend down,
Setbacks that has taken the breathe out,
Disappointment that has denied the heart of beats several of times,
I couldn't help but to join my soul to sober,
I am alone but I don't deserve to cry.
#Ipray

My piece
Adedoyin Temitope
IG: @iam_doyyn_